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god Bombs

Sammy Hancock — Mon, 28 Dec 2009 04:08:00 +0000

I recently have been seeing a bunch of god bombs flooding my facebook status page. Two that stood out as completely stupid and illogical were these two.

I believe God can help you find happiness

This is by Reverend Run, from Run DMC.

If God is Love, how could someone be in love w/o a relationship w/God?

This is from some random person on Twitter.

Let’s break these both down, because they both bothered me.

Let’s get this straight, you don’t need to believe in a damn invisible being, whom may or may not exist to be happy. You create your own happiness, no one else. People like to attribute their success and happiness to some mythical Zeus looking deity, when you’re really only as happy as you make yourself.

And that second quote from twitter is just plain stupid. They should do his homework and see God is a vengeful and spiteful god that is willing to kill those who disagree with him. No one needs God in their lives to love. Love is a basic human emotion that has never needed an invisible monster to justify its existence.

Ok, those were ramblings, there is no need to believe in a god to have happiness or love in your life.

Honest to blog

Sammy Hancock — Tue, 06 May 2008 00:00:06 +0000

In one of my favorite movies of the year, Juno, there is a scene where the father puts his hand on her stomach and she says that the baby is kicking because of how he makes her feel. Since the mother and child are so intertwined it makes sense. I have experienced this exact same situation, except the child wasn’t my own. I figured this is what happened when I tried to feel for a kick. The mother got the feeling and the baby responded. I was told that I was the first person to feel the baby kick. That was to be our secret, if it were true, I’m not sure if it was. It was just so odd that I could cause such a reaction in two beings at once. It really does blow my mind away. Maybe someday I’ll conjure those feelings in someone else.

HIMYM: The Wedding (S01E12)

Sammy Hancock — Mon, 31 Mar 2008 02:05:10 +0000

I recently went to the wedding of a close friend of mine. It was a wonderful wedding, but it always remind me of how truly lonely I currently am. You really do need a self evaluation on where you see yourself in 3 months when you receive the invitation. If you are in a relationship, you have to ask yourself if this will last until the wedding or if you’re single, that you will be in a relationship. I was kind of hoping for the latter, but things always change.

I really had wished I could have had someone to take to the wedding. As depressing as the last year of my life had been, I was hoping to turn a few things around, but in the end I had decided to stop trying. I was actually offered he opportunity to dance twice while at the super secret after party. Once by my best friends wife and another from a girl we went to high school with. Now, everyone that knows me knows I hate dancing, because I suck so much at it. So I politely declined with the friends wife and said no to the other girl. Now, the other girl, is indeed quite hot. Honestly, I didn’t want to dance just to dance, I wanted that feeling Ted wanted going to a wedding. Have a romantic setting and hope something sparks up and starts. That wasn’t going to happen with this girl, so I just didn’t bother with it.

“The best way to get over a failed relationship is to celebrate someone’s successful one.”

Oh Ted, sometimes you’re so right, but it helps to have a date.

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Sorry, but it’s over

Sammy Hancock — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 19:06:02 +0000

What a week it has been. I never thought at the beginning of the week so many mixed feelings of emotions would occur, but they have. I won’t cover all those emotions, because I feel some are a bit private for such a public place, maybe someday I can talk about what I feel more openly. But, on Wednesday, I was laid off from my job, due to restructuring within the company. Now, I’m not mad that they did it, in fact, I knew it was coming. I had already gotten word on this and was planning for the inevitable. This happened a lot sooner than I was anticipating and so many of my plans are kind of screwed up right now, but I’m fine and I’m getting by at the moment. But something else happened on Wed, and people close to me will know what, but yeah, two bad discoveries in the middle of the week don’t make for a great week.

EDIT: I also somehow developed my first ever migraine the night I was laid off. Horrible feeling. I had to turn off the TV (which is a super bright Toshiba Regza) and all lights. I couldn’t even be on the PC because it was killing me, not even Excedrin helped me, only sleep. And, I’ve also developed this bad habit of CONSTANTLY licking the back of my bottom row of teeth. I think it’s a nervous habit right now due to what’s been going on. It’s still irritating the crap out of me. Although, I don’t know if it’s caused by the lay off or because of my medication.

I’ve been applying for jobs all week long, searching and searching for something. I always feel it’s kind of a fruitless effort most of the time. I have been looking for a replacement job since September when there were rumors about the company closing. I’ve been on a total of 2 interviews in 6 months time, so I’m not super confident on everything right now. But right now it’s the beginning of the year, so hopefully companies are hiring and I hope this recession we’re about to enter isn’t going to effect the job market too bad.

I’m not upset, far from it. I’m half way relieved over all this, I just wish I had a better backup plan. I won’t start worrying too much about everything until a couple weeks from now. I have all the time in the world.

The worst part to me right now? I don’t have anyone to come comfort me during my time of need, give me a hug and kiss and tell me everything will be fine.