where have the days gone

this feels closer than a friendship
but its only that, a friendship
it always feels this way
but i was so lost to what it was
never had i wanted to push it
until that uneventful day
by then it was too late
if we were to become close again
there would be no change to take farther
so forever i am stuck as a friend
it’s not quite so bad
but i’m the one hearing stories
instead of being the story