Ignored

All my life I’ve felt completely ignored. I know a lot of people say they feel that way, but I truly feel no one is listening to a thing I have to say. I’m constantly seeking attention but never getting it. I mean I don’t go overboard like attention whores and talk real loud about obnoxious things just to get people to talk to me or look my way. I just say things and no one acknowledges I even said anything. I guess that’s why I’ve always been the quiet/shy kid that never really talks or gets along with anyone. And it’s probably why I loved the internet as much as did when I first got my hands on it. I was able to talk to people all around the world with the same condition as myself. But at this point I’m pretty sick of it. I want to be heard, not merely seen. I just don’t want to do things too drastically. I’m just tired of people thinking I don’t know anything and ignore me or just flat out don’t want to listen to what I have to say. I know I shouldn’t give a fuck what anyone thinks, but it’s hard for me to do such a thing, I just care too much it seems. Once I get over that hump, it’s on to never caring what people think again!