Who I am hates who I’ve been

’cause I don’t want you to know where I am
’cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.

There are just some days I want to leave everything behind and start fresh. Leave everything I’ve ever known and move somewhere new, without that safety net to fall back in on. I want to fall as far down as I can, only to have myself lift me out of my predicament. I know it’s easier said than done and I’m lazy I don’t think I’ll ever take the plunge. I need someone to push me off the ledge, someone who will jump start my new life.