Disappointed, Passed Over

Have you ever had something so out of your control and wish you could do whatever you could to help some person that you know. Someone that is not close to very close. Just wishing there was something you could do for them because, they too, are special.

That helpless feeling slowly rips you apart inside and hopes that eventually you will break down and try to do anything you can. But you can’t. You feel helpless. The whole situation is beyond your control. Maybe they were meant to go through this without much help. Maybe you’re supposed to help, but your free choice decision has rendered that path barren.

So you watch as everything breaks away. They slowly breakdown and lose it. You can’t even offer a hand. What’s there to do now but what you’ve been doing the whole time. Acting the role as a spectator.

I simply viewed a stranger from across the room thought of the idea of changing someone’s outlook on everything. Could I be that person that alters that person forever? But you sit and stare and wonder what could have happened. Playing out this moment forward the whole time you’re staring at this person. You eventually get up and walk away without another second of thought into the process. Until one day, you’re sitting in front of your computer, with too many thoughts within your head.