So yesterday I finally got around to watching Amelie, great movie, great story, great message. At the end of the movie I realized that I never took the chances to make things happen, I sort of sat back and let things (hopefully) come to me. Just like Amelie the character, I am a very introverted person, more so right now than ever, but I really should be doing something about it, like going out. It just made me sad to think I’ve wasted so much time, then listening to GY!BE there’s this one section of Antennas to Heaven that is just amazingly beautiful. So after listening to that as well, I felt really down. I also shut down my website, I got sick of doing alot of work for nothing, that and no one bothered to help me with content. Also, my friends don’t call me at all to do anything, I just sit around. I never like calling people and bothering them that we need to do something, they should know we need to do something on weekends. *sigh* I dunno anymore. I got asked again today what I’m gonna do after college, TWICE. I dunno. I know I don’t like computers enough anymore after being around nimwits, one of my former best friends included in this list of nimwits. I’m thinking video or audio production at SCAD. I just don’t know what to do for grad school or where to go.
In other none depressing news, I’ve been thinking of buying pieces of recording equipment here and there. I need a box to hook up to my pc, through a card or usb. the DigiDesign MBox is like $500 :/ Supposedly there’s a ProTools pack with the MBox for $495, that’d be killer sweet. I found a 4 mono 2 stereo mixer board for like $200. That should get me started. And drum micing kits are like $200-500 for a whole set, but I might have to buy 1 more to mic my floor tom. Then, if I ever wanted vocals, I need a friggin Mic + Mic Pre-Amp + Compressor. Sheesh. That gets pretty expensive. Plus I don’t have the acoustics in my room to do such a thing. I guess I will keep dreaming about having a small home studio :/
I also need to start working on some art or something or play more video games :/
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